yup, tired, that's me.  am sick, have tests and assignments coming out the wazoo plus working.

 

sigh.

 

some days i feel so much older than my actual age.  weary, tired, stressed (not to mention a lot more intelligent than some of my classmates, but that's serious unmodest).

i totaly just remembered that i havnt updated this thing in nearly a month...  i dont have much time.

 

school is fucking awesome. ive made some amazing friends.

 

work is pathetic and i wanna quit so i am looking for a new job.

 

i have so much homework to tackle.

 

i rarely sleep anymore for more than a couple hours at a time.

 

i love brian.

 

i'm still trying to get used to living at home and it's a wee bit rough but it'll work out.

 

more later.

 

xoxo.

holy crap, orientation is TOMORROW.

 

i have no clue whatsoever about what to wear.  i wanna work out at the gym tomorrow too if i can.  i am so excited...

HOLY MOTHER OF GOD, i totally just realised that orientation starts in 8 days and school starts in 13... holy mother of god, i have 13 days (minus 1 for labour day) to get ready for school. omg omg omg omg omg

 

 

TENEISHA, JEN.... WE MUST GO SHOPPING...  even if we dont buy much we MUST go shopping....  think of it as therapy.

ok, so my landlord from last year is a dumbass and fucked up his taxes so he's getting audited, which means i have to send it rent receipts.

 

work sucks.

 

i bought new shoes.

 

i am so lonely, i haven't seen brian since friday...

 

i miss maevey.

 

i STILL haven't done my school shopping for either clothes or supplies. ugh.

 

my feet are really sore and swollen.

 

i ran into some bitches from my highschool today, NOT a pleasant experience and running into them was totally random.

 

the pink in my hair is slowly fading out.

 

brian's 20th is on friday.

 

i'm super tired and lonely. i want to eat an entire tube of cookie dough but the very thought makes my stomach turn.

sigh.. my parents just got home from their vacation and they are fighting already....... i hate this shit. i really do.

i cleaned the whole house, i watered the plants and did the dishes yet they're still pissed off at each other and taking it out on us...  theyve not said more than 20 words to each of us since they got in the door.  every bloody time they go on vacation this happens, they get mad no matter what. sometimes i wonder why they even bother.. i wish theyd taken 2 weeks for it, but they didn't and now they are mad about god knows what.

 

 

gahhhhhhh........

i really hate work.. i can't believe i had to request a day off a week in adavance, this is insane....

 

my head is pounding, im tired, there's still so much to do before my parents come home.. why can't i win?

ugh doctor's appointment at 2.15, then come home and clean...

 

just over 2 weeks til school starts... i can barely believe it... i can barely wait any longer...  i want more time off work.. i want a new job.. i hate dominion so much. i can't fucking take it anymore... why does my manager have to be the bitch from hell?